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in a long time.

I'm not sure how well I'll keep up with it. But I suppose I should update my icon(s)?

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i DO like First Impressions of Earth.

i hadn't previously decided that i didn't like it, but i hadn't made up my mind.  i didn't decide that i like it merely because they are the strokes and are just so fabulous blah blah blah. no i decided i like it probably based on the fact that i'm listening to the berlin show that someone has uploaded,  the new songs sound great live.  and they don't sound bad recorded or anything, but if a song sounds good live, then its fine by me. 

and

in an unrelated note.. here is the song from Everything is Illuminated ( http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0404030/ )

http://s51.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=3U5OUC08J65IU39KDLPBCRFTRZ

i feel...:
content content
my muse...:
Razorblade - The Strokes (Live in Berlin)
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! (HAPPY HOLIDAYS.. wow that was halfassed.. sorry :()
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how much i like New York City Cops

i missed this song

i love when i don't hear a song for a while, then i hear it again and its like.. WOW! i like that song :)

hopefully sometime later i can provide a more significantly entertaining update

my muse...:
new york city cops - the strokes
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anyone know who sings this? )

my muse...:
my mystery song
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its been so long since i changed my icon that i almost forgot how to lol
my muse...:
girl anachronism - the dresden dolls
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harry potter.. go see it
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why am i updating.. i honestly don't have much to say.

being home is better than its ever been before.

i have a new appreciation for being home and around people who love me. i wish i had appreciated it more before.

i feel...:
content content
my muse...:
wind of change - scorpions ( i know i'm tacky)
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okay, so hotmail is being a bastard.. i signed onto MSN Messenger, then it tells me who i have emails from.. THEN I CAN'T OPEN THE PAGE.. its taunting me UUGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

anyway, this has been a strange time, i was in four classes, never went to three of them, so i dropped them, and kept only one this semester.  its not laziness but i just realized i couldn't handle it this semester. i'm changing so much and i don't know what i want to do after NOVA, and i dunno if i want to go to art school, i don't know if i even want to finish school, i think i do, but at this point in my life i have almost no motivation. it makes me sad.  wow i'm so pathetic.  sometimes i really hate school... when i'm not in school i miss it, but when i'm in it, i don't want it anymore. 

i don't remember if i put it in any previous posts, but i got a new job, at an eye doctor's office.  i work with one of my best friends, and its great.  there are some.. well A LOT of things i'm not good at yet, but i've also picked up on a lot, they said really fast.  but its a fun job, we usually just sit there and laugh, when we aren't busy pre-screening ANNOYING people.  some people are nice, the worst, is when people walk into the doctor's office looking for a pair of glasses, not walking into lenscrafters... cuz.. last time i checked.. that place was FUCKING FULL OF GLASSES.. me and some of coworkers decided, if anyone comes in asking again, we'll just pretend to show them glasses, they are so DUMB. ugh. whatever, its a fun job, but i suppose wherever you work you have to deal with dumb people.. oh well..

i feel like there are other things to talk about.. but i've forgotten them.. oh well... another time

i feel...:
dancy.. I LOVE THIS SONG dancy.. I LOVE THIS SONG
my muse...:
serious - gwen stefani (such a fun song)
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i hate getting penis enlargement emails.. I DON'T HAVE A PENIS!
i feel...:
annoyed annoyed
my muse...:
bohemian rhapsody - queen
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samantha (not froelich) i totally "copied" this from your michael moore one....

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Dear Friend: 

In the wake of the destruction brought on by Hurricane Katrina, hundreds of thousands of Americans are facing an uncertain and challenging future.

We've all watched together as increasingly dire reports have come out of the hardest hit areas of Louisiana, Mississippi and Alabama, and right now our nation is trying to find its footing as it responds to one of the worst disasters that we've ever faced.

We all see the pictures on TV.  Right now, they need water, food, clothing, shelter and medical attention, and soon they'll begin the long process of putting their lives back together... hospitals, sewers, schools...all the things that we take for granted every day.

As members of ONE, we must believe that Americans can't help people around the world unless we also take care of urgent needs at home.

You can visit the ONE.ORG blog to find a list of ONE partners and other groups working right now to help those in most need.

In the same way that our fight against poverty is both urgent and diligent, we now have a new challenge with the same rules, to help stop people from dying today and help rebuild their infrastructure for tomorrow.

In July, you answered the call of the poorest countries in the world, and now perhaps we can help you find a way to participate at this important time. Please visit the ONE.ORG blog and take action today.

Thank you,


George Clooney


P.S. You can also help by taking part in the "ReAct Now: Music & Relief" benefit concert that will air on MTV, VH1 and CMT, planned for Sept. 10th at 8pm ET/7pm CT.  Please visit www.think.mtv.com for up to date information.

i feel...:
disappointed disappointed
my muse...:
wrapped up in books - belle and sebastian
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woo hoo so our flight to hartford is tonight, then nayereh and i are leaving in the morning on friday for boston, i bet somone is gonna tell me i'm dumb and crazy for it, but we're staying at the YMCA hostel in boston. i'm excited to be on vacation. we're gonna stay in boston for two nights and then we're going back to hartford to hang out with ayat, then we are coming back home on monday afternoon, ..... then classes start on tuesday. but i'm happy, cuz i'm getting fuckin bored, and i need another job.

thanks to ghettochickn and red_lipstick for their help with stuff to do in boston, we're totally siked! i'll post when i get home to let you know how it went.

check ya fools lata! (wow thats so not me... gracie, stay away from the abooze)

-sadiqeh

i feel...:
excited excited
my muse...:
so jealous - tegan and sara
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okay, everyone needs to watch this preview.

and fall in love with the song at the end of it.

http://www.apple.com/trailers/warner_independent_pictures/everything_is_illuminated.html

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so.. i saw Alexander.. SO DISAPPOINTING i mean i knew it was bad and disliked.. but there was NO GUY ON GUY ACTION!!! they hinted at homosexuality like it was slight in ancient greece.. BULL SHITE!!!!

hottest man in the movie .. so sexy and femmey

why can't all the men in my life look like that??

and why do i ask stupid questions?

heres another picture of him

http://www.imdb.com/gallery/hh/1492209/HH/1492209/Franfrin6.jpg?path=pgallery&path_key=Bosch,%20Francisco

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So Nayereh, Me and Idris went to IHOP tonight.  We're such random asses.. then we drove into Central Perk's parking lot (its a coffee shop near College Park Maryland, but at night seems kinda sketch) anyhow.. then Idris and Nayereh gave me another tour of College Park's campus.  then went to Wawa.. WEIRD.. and this random drunk guy slammed the freezer door into his friend's face.. and was laughing like an ass.  idris froze by the freezers and warmed up in the heated preztel oven.  and then we drove past sorority housing.. and made rude comments, drove by some frat boys and said hello... and then we went home.

nayereh spit out her candy, we rationed donuts... and updated pictures in relation to facebook, myspace and.. xanga.. k.. enough of this for now


its funny, i've basically only been REALLY inspired to update on livejournal for nayereh's sake because i know she checks it.

-sad
i feel...:
crazy crazy
my muse...:
i believe in you - kylie minogue
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jeezuz.. i haven't updated in a while..

so i'm going up to boston in august, the 18-22nd.

i'm at nayereh's house right now.. i'll put more on here later.

gracie i miss talking to you, i need to get a new computer.

-sadiqeh

sam.. thanks for the input on boston

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my grandma ... my Meemom died yesterday morning

i'm sad.. i'm happy... shes not suffering. mommy got to talk to her.. well mommy did all the talking... about 10 minutes before she died. i'm glad she got to talk to her so soon before she died.

i really wanted to see her again.

its amazing how heartless some other people can be.

i guess i should have just said fuck it and gotten fired.. but no. i sacrificed seeing my grandma again to not get fired.. thats the last time i stick around w/ assholes for so long. i need to get a new job. i want a good job that pays well, makes me happy and allows me to be creative and actually use my brain. retail is so mindless and so possessive of people. i mean a job is a job... but still. i don't need a job where i sell stationary to rich white women who have nothing better to do with their money and pay thousands of dollars to get invitations and pay an ass load of money on the things sold in my store. i need a job where i can enjoy what i do.

it'll happen. i'm so glad i didn't take classes the second session of summer... i really needed this break. thank god.. thank you. i needed this.


-sadiqeh-
i feel...:
determined determined
my muse...:
can't stand me now - the libertines
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the computer i use at home.. totally fucked.. so i can't really do anything.. it won't even turn on

 

anyway... updates are gonna probably be at an all time low

first session summer courses.. 3 more classes
don't want to take more classes
don't want to think about it
i really don't want to be in.. "the state i am in"
i'd like to have parents that listen
i want to know my friends from those who cheaply "love" me
i need a VACATION

i sound like such an asshole... even if it was with my best of friends

i'd even like to be alone somewhere.. relax for a while.. and then think

some people think while they relax.. i can't do that.. then i get agitated and pessimistic and think of worst case scenarios that i might be put into.. and i can't even begin to wonder why i still do that, even after the fact that i can recognize my issues

 

and... meeting people is easy

 

meeting people over again is not, quite often i find it sad.. and inviting to a depressing past

 

today SUCKS

i feel...:
pissed off pissed off
my muse...:
mom's annoying 7th graders talking about diet pills
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so i'm at nayereh's house right now with sara.  we went out.. had ice cream and cigarettes.. kissing discussions and it all ended with nayereh screeching a stick-shift volkswagen.

shes now telling me that she often checks my livejournal and that she gets annoyed that i don't update it.

i don't want to work tomorrow. i'm so tired.. really.. i just don't feel like driving to work.. BLAH
i feel...:
drained drained
my muse...:
sara talking about shit
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i feel sorry for people who think that acquaintances are the same as friends

i used to be a really "forgiving" person

i still give people the benefit of the doubt more often than i should, even so, i decided that i'm sick of it which is basically why i only hang out w/ about 6 people anymore

no one else strikes my fancy.. they aren't worth it

i used to hang out w/ people i didn't really know or even care about.. so many people

so glad i don't do that anymore, i'm grateful for the good people around me

i feel...:
indescribable indescribable
my muse...:
narc - interpol
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